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If God, for a second, forgot what I have become and granted me a little bit more of life, I would use it to the best of my ability. I wouldn’t possibly say everything that is in my mind, but I would be more thoughtful of all I say.

I would give merit to things not for what they are worth, but for what they mean to express. I would sleep little, I would dream more, because I know that for every minute that we close our eyes, we waste 60 seconds of light. I would walk while others stop; I would awake while others sleep.

If God would give me a little bit more of life, I would dress in a simple manner. I would place myself in front of the sun, leaving not only my body, but my soul naked at its mercy. To all men I would say how mistaken they are when they think that they stop falling in love when they grow old, without knowing that they grow old when they stop falling in love.

I would give wings to children, but I would leave it to them to learn how to fly by themselves. To old people I would say that death doesn’t arrive when they grow old, but with forgetfulness.

I have learned so much with you all, I have learned that everybody wants to live on top of the mountain, without knowing that true happiness is obtained in the journey taken and the form used to reach the top of the hill. I have learned that when a newborn baby holds, with its little hand, his father’s finger, it has trapped him for the rest of his life. I have learned that a man has the right and obligation to look down at another man, only when that man needs help to get up from the ground.

Say always what you feel, not what you think. If I knew that today is the last time that I am going to see you asleep, I would hug you with all my strength and I would pray to the Lord to let me be the guardian angel of your soul. If I knew that these are the last moments to see you, I would say “I love you”. There is always tomorrow, and life gives us another opportunity to do things right; but in case I am wrong, and today is all that is left to me, I would love to tell you how much I love you and that I will never forget you.

Tomorrow is never guaranteed to anyone, young or old. Today could be the last time to see your loved ones, which is why you mustn’t wait; do it today, in case tomorrow never arrives. I am sure you will be sorry you wasted the opportunity today to give a smile, a hug, a kiss, and that you were too busy to grant them their last wish.

Keep your loved ones near you; tell them in their ears and to their faces how much you need them and love them. Love them and treat them well; take your time to tell them “I am sorry”; “forgive me”, “please”, “thank you”, and all those loving words you know.

Nobody will know you for your secret thought. Ask the Lord for wisdom and strength to express them. Show your friends and loved ones how important they are to you.

Send this letter to those you love. If you don’t do it today…tomorrow will be like yesterday; and if you never do it, it doesn’t matter, either, the moment to do it is now.

For you, with much love,
Your Friend
Gabriel Garcia Marquez


Posted: decembrie 22, 2012 in Dupa 3 noaptea
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Posted: decembrie 7, 2012 in Dupa 3 noaptea

Imi lipseste cineva care sa imi lipseasca. Si desi nu mai cred in acel cineva, uneori ma intreb cat de mult (te-)am avut de fapt si daca te voi avea candva in viitor. Un zambet frumos, o privire calda, o gluma potrivita – imi lipsesc.

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Stii tu…

Posted: aprilie 5, 2012 in Dupa 3 noaptea
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Ma doare.

Posted: decembrie 4, 2011 in Dupa 3 noaptea, Random feelings
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Nu sunt perfect, probabil ca sunt foarte departe de asa ceva. Uneori fac lucruri pe care le regret, spun cuvinte care ajung sa ma raneasca tot pe mine pana la urma, tocmai pentru ca nu sunt perfect. Nu sunt tolerant, am pretentii foarte mari de la persoanele la care tin si ma astept sa imi ofere acelasi lucru pe care il ofer si eu, in aceeasi cantitate, cu aceeasi intensitate – asta e greseala mea. In ultimul timp ai fost persoana pe care am simtit-o cel mai aproape de sufletul meu, si careia i-am oferit tot ce am avut mai bun ca prieten. Inca esti persoana pentru care as face orice, oricand, oriunde. Esti persoana cu care ma simt cel mai bine, chiar daca trec ani de la ultima intalnire(asta am testat-o deja). Si de fiecare data ne certam si ajungem in punctul in care nu mai vorbim, pentru ca orice discutie ma obliga sa iti reprosez ceva, pana cand ajung sa te enervez, sa te fac sa te ridici de la masa si sa nu mai vorbesti cu mine saptamani. Eu, cel care nu tolereaza, dar care iti suporta toanele si schimbarile de atitudine lunare, si care se abtine de la a-ti reprosa ceva. Si cand in sfarsit ajunge sa ma doara ceva suficient de tare incat sa iti spun, ma abandonezi. Si te mai intrebi de ce iti spun ca simt ca nu mai suntem prieteni.

M-ai acuzat ca incerc sa te fac sa cedezi, sa iti lasi garda jos, sa imi dai o sansa… dar nu iti dai seama ca am ajuns in punctul in care eu sunt cel care cedeaza, care se prabuseste in gol. Nu ti-am cerut decat sa imi arati ca iti pasa. Macar putin. Ca merita sa raman langa tine, sa luptam amandoi pentru legatura asta pe care n-o intalnesti foarte des, indiferent de contextul din viata fiecaruia. Nimic. Felicitari, m-ai frant. De data asta ai reusit. Ce n-ai putut face ca iubita ai facut ca prietena. Renunt. La tine… si la mine. Si peste ceva timp, probabil ani, cand ma vei cauta, asa cum faci de obicei, nu ma vei intalni asa cum ma stii acum. Si poate nu iti va placea omul pe care il vei avea in fata. Si poate ca ma vei regreta. Poate vei regreta ca ai avut pe cineva care ar fi fost in stare sa faca orice pentru tine, atata timp cat ii aratai ca iti pasa. Cineva care ti-ar fi fost aproape, te-ar fi sustinut in cele mai negre momente si care deja ti-a dovedit ca e in stare sa faca asta. Poate.


Nu iti pasa. Nu iti pasa de nimic din ce am scris mai sus.


Posted: noiembrie 12, 2011 in Dupa 3 noaptea, Random feelings, Vineri seara
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In dimineata asta sunt emo, adica mai mult sau mai putin beat(sau invers). Sper ca in viitor sa intelegi ceva din ce simt acum. Sa intelegi de ce. Adio.